cod'ead wrote:So it was he who decided that sanjunien's wife should suffer before dying then?
Sounds like a full-weight c**t to me and yet you still decide to follow him?
You are barking, you need help. There's no point in prayer, what you need is regular psychiatric therapy.
If you accept God's existence, and any reasonable person should, you'd worship him for forgiving your sins.
You sound like you are not a child of God. Therefore, your musings are not only worthless, but annoying.